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I feel beige today

Right now, I should be happier. I’m turning 25 on Monday, I’m doing okay at school, and I’m a lot more comfortable with myself than I’ve been in a long time. And yet, I feel beige.

Not sad, not happy, not angry, not even depressed.

Just beige.

Maybe this will help…

*heads off to eat… leaving a video behind*

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Hapless noobs. So fun to pwn…

.:18·47·35:. joins: kogenlover4lyfe ([email protected]) [17 users]

.:18·47·48:. «kogenlover4lyfe» lol its not crowded

.:18·47·53:. «Kogen» lol

.:18·48·11:. «kogenlover4lyfe» so anyway

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.:18·48·22:. «kogenlover4lyfe» i <3 kogen

.:18·48·25:. «Noir» That’s possible?

.:18·48·27:. «Noir» lol

.:18·48·39:. «kogenlover4lyfe» i will rape you

.:18·48·42:. «kogenlover4lyfe» if you don’t love kogen

.:18·49·08:. «Noir» Are you female?

.:18·49·15:. «kogenlover4lyfe» are you gay?

.:18·49·23:. «Noir» No.

.:18·49·44:. «kogenlover4lyfe» oh because i sense gay fluids coming out of your mind

.:18·50·03:. «kogenlover4lyfe» you’re funny hahahahaha

.:18·50·23:. «Noir» You’re confusing me with Gunther (Does he even use IRC? D:)

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.:18·54·22:. «Kogen» :0

.:18·55·07:. «Biafra» This is going onto my blog

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Indecisiveness…

I’m trying to decide whether I want to protest against the latest ‘it’ cult. For those sifting through YouTube on a daily basis, you know who I’m talking about.

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Hillary V. Obama

A message for you two…

No one wants to hear the attack ads. We are tired of the castigations and the half-truths and all that BS. Can you two just shut up for one day and run a reasonably clean campaign without resorting to the ‘I’m better than you’ crap?

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Time to enjoy the largest celebration of cryptochridism… Happy New Year, everyone!

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My Seasons Fucking Greetings Rant

To all those who read this,

It’s Xmas morning, and right now I just want to flip off the nice sunny (albeit brisk) morning brewing outside. My lazy-ass mom (who I visit for the holidays) is hollering to have shit hauled out to an already brimming over trash can after being force to wrap various little chotchkeys, my stepfather is doing what he does best, slaying in bed making Terri Schaivo impressions (though looking strangely like Saddam Hussein in the process), and his home health aide is doing her best to be blissfully unaware.

In a few hours, the relatives are all coming over. There’s the aunt and uncle from Ohio who’s two oldest kids keep overtly trying to bring me back to that fucking fraud ‘Jesus’, along with (hopefully) the 3 younger ones only; the other, more local aunt and uncle who bitch at each other and their two little hellraisers; my stepfather’s mom who’s coping mechanism is obviously busted, and all the drama associated thereof.

The last few years, the one good thing about this day (presents (sorry, but in my family, the phrase ‘Better to give than to receive’ has been proven quite false)) has to be orchestrated several months in advance, not at all unlike what takes place in the Philippines. As they string up lights in the Mall of Asia, I start leaving ideas around. By the time Columbus Day (Canadian Turkey Day) rolls around, they either know what I want, or I’m getting clothes (which I’m pretty sure I have more of than Imelda Marcos).

Well, the sounds of all the Xmas cheer (not to mention holiday noise from the radio) is coming in the room, so I’m going to put on some real music before I go all emo on the family.

MERRY FUCKING XMAS AND A HAPPY FUCKING NEW YEAR! (*shudder* can’t believe that’s coming up…)

-Biafra